Thursday, November 25, 2010

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Breathtaking and hauntingly beautiful. 

Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
It's the wrong time for somebody new
It's a small crime and I got no excuse
And is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?
Is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah, with you?
Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
It's the wrong time she's pulling me through
It's a small crime and I got no excuse
And is that all right, yeah?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?
Is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right?
Is that all right with you?
Is that all right, yeah?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right, yeah?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?
Is that all right, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that all right?
Is that all right with you?
And is that all right, yeah?
Is that all right?
Is that all right?
Is that all right with you?
No? 

I feel like this song has a deeper meaning than it seems to hold. It's like the both of them are referring the other person as their 'gun'.  They know that the potential for love is there and 'loaded' in the gun, but it means nothing if it's not being expressed. They question how they are supposed to hold onto each other, when neither of them express their emotions and love. Although they ask if it's 'alright' to let each other go, I think it's more of a sarcastic and bitter realization that it's over. They've realized that the love between them was never enough. Asking if it's 'alright' to let the other person go is sarcastic in that it shouldn't matter if it's alright with the other person. They have come further to realize that these 'small crimes' are exactly what they say they are; small. Usually, someone would use the excuse that they are in pain from the relationship ending and need some sort of distraction. Because the relationship never amounted to its full potential, they cannot use the excuse that they are in pain from the relationship ending. Perhaps pain is there, but it's not from love being lost, it's from wasting time on each other and waiting for something to amount from nothing. Even though he says it's the wrong time and place to be cheating on her, it's more of what it should feel like rather than what it does feel like. He's found someone else to pull him through whatever he's going through. 

It is personified.

Does it matter much less than what I thought it would to you?